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hijacked​/​time never stalls

from turbine regalia by (EM)

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i watched a documentary
all about a killer
i went for a smoke
heard the leaves rustle

a cigarette left to burn
knows its end
i don't and it scares me
no matter how close i've been

i don't have the guts
my brother has
that's why i worry
to lose him, i'd never forgive myself

i once was intrepid
now i just stay hid
back in the city
everyone knows to hate me

i've hurt so many
my role was steady
sweet 'til you're dealing
with compulsive stealing

i have changed
i focus on hurting myself these days
but in passive ways
a slow descent into a deathbed

i try to treat my family right
give strangers too much love
until they're out of my sight
so i have a lot to learn yet

i don't see myself as a person
just a ghost so uncertain
of which realm is worth it
graceful end or crushed by the curtain

i wish i was sanguine
no, i wait for someone to say when
only i have the power
responsibility turns me sour

fuck this, fuck that
i'm tired of being my own welcome mat
soon i'll be on my way to a better place
save me some space

i am mentally unwell
i know, it's a tough sell
if there was only a way to quell
the destruction my brain seems to seek

yes, i am weak
my state of mind is fickle
a glimpse at me may not reveal
all i hear is clocks ticking

time crawls, (but it) never stalls

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from turbine regalia, released April 23, 2021

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